When in pain - paint!

Sometimes I wish I could fly...

 ... around in the world...

... and land wherever I'd want to.

Better stay floating

then pooring down the drain

;-)

Think about the sweetest thing on earth.....

feel the parfume from the best smelling thing you can imagine....

 dream about the best time of a year....

 feel the sun shine right into your heart, onto your face....

 and let the love in to your core.

You will survive - you will conquer the world!

Someday it IS your turn to be the one others dream to be, the one that others wish they were.

Stay true - stay you!

One night in december I was going to bed. It was half past two, that time it´s usually very dark in southern Sweden. This night it was not dark at all, it had been snowing and now a big fog was holding the sky in a firm grip. I grabbed my camera and took a few shots outside of my back door, confused and tired, forgot that my outdoor lamp was lit - explaining the yellow light in my picture.....

Original

b/w cyan filter

b/w red filter

colors changed

totally screwed up
 

Lesson learned:

It's tough to change yellow snow into white *LOL*

Finally it came,

the sparkling cold

that curls up your eyelashes,

the dry electric white cold

that creeps under your skin

bends your toes,

the cold lovely frost that makes me smile.

:)

Every time I raise my eyes and look out the window

I am surprised it's no snow on the ground

I'm guessing it's already winter

in my head

I long for the white cold season

the beauty in nature

the cosiness inside with candlelights glowing

Yeah, I guess I long for the winter now, so come on Bore - Bring it!

When you died

a big piece of me broke into a miljon tears

I miss you so much my dearest little one

Never will there be one like you again

Your sounds where uniqe, never heard a cat make them before

I loved you with all my heart Ninja.

You took my heart with you

when you left for cat heaven

Carry it with all that grace you had.

<3

My heart is soft and weak at times

I long for the stronger times

right now I feel so little

wondering how things could have been

if only, and if not

and so on...

But I know it will turn again

as it always does

I know I'll feel strong again

as I use to do

Still I am wondering how it would have been

If that had been, that never was

Never will I know.

Hope can be a yellow rose

struggeling to spread it's petals

as a bird would spread

it's wings.

 Coldness is not always a bad thing...

 when added light it makes the whole diffrence!

 Life can seem messy sometimes....

 but eventually it clears up...

and you can fly free again.

I need to stop missing all of you who don't miss me

I have too much time to think of all of those who don't think of me....

I have to fill my days with other pleasent things than wishing to change reality to the fairytale I'm living in.....

I want to feel happy with what I've got

But it's hard to change a life long behavior...

Pink

Orange

 White

 and Yellow

and all the other collors of the world.

The heart is filled with them all

From time to time

the heart goes black

The mind goes Blind

but the soul stays shining still

Somewhere is that shooting star

that brings it all to explode

in all the collors of the world

When it's lit

it shines so bright

When it's dark

it's black all night

Right now it's collored by pink and blue

with green and white and red so true

My rainbow is my glowing light

It keeps me living

It keeps me up

My heart is collors

My life is paint

So lit me upp with a twinch of pink 

;-)

Up, up in the sky

Fly, fly around

Down, down on the ground

Feel your heart pound

Far, far away

But yet so nearby

Love is in the air

And where there's air - there's love

I love air!

Light bright light

Life in bright sight

Winter delight

You are beautiful 

in every kind of way 

Your heart is wonderful 

at every corner of it's shape

I love you very much 

You are there for me even at my worst times 

There is no greater feeling in the world

You are my heart 

My soul 

My everything.

First I hide in my cocoon

Then I rise in the shadows 

Later I will bloom in your heart

Just give me water 

Care for me, love me

Forever

And I will never leave you.

It's a white day

A bright day

A time for love day

Words can make you attracted

 Photos can make you dream

 Flowers can make you smile

 Nature can make you calm

 Walking can make you feel good

 Water can give you life

But it is love that makes you happy

Life seems bright now

I feel hope

I feel love

I feel You!

Living in a pink dream 

Climbing in a pink tree

Crossing the green sky

So much easier then it may seem

Flying high on a smile 

I am finally free

The path of Life has sweets, thorns and the lessons learned in between...

Love is constant

But the objects change

All the time

It is all black or white

in my life

most of the time

But once in a pink moon I feel blue

Sometimes I get pretty red

in my face

on my chest

It happens that I turn green

of envy

or purple by slamming my arms and legs into stuff

by accident

But mostly I am black

on my cloths

on my car

And pretty damn everywhere you are

Hjo are so beautiful

I'm happy

when I am with you

And you are with me

in my mind

All the time

I love Hjo